May 17, 2012

a letter to heaven.


dear grandma,

it's been a whole year since we lost you. a year since this post. i can't believe it. so much has happened in a year. so much i wish that you were here for to share with us. kyle and i got the keys to our house yesterday. you'd love it! it's so adorable. i wish so bad that you could watch me walk down the isle in september. i know you'll be there.. just in a different way. i'll save you a seat on the front row. :) i miss having lunches with you. i miss your hugs. i miss your stories and laughs that we shared. i miss you so much grandma. some days i feel like there is a weight in my chest because i miss you so much. sometimes when helping older people at work i find myself just wanting to cry. cause they are someones grandma/grandpa and they love them as much as i love you. i am very glad you get to be with grandpa though. and that you're pain-free. here's to the rest of my life, living to honor your memory. stay with me grandma. love you much!


May 16, 2012

a drop in the ocean...

a change in the weather.
i was praying that you and me
might end up together.
it's like wishing for rain
as i stand in the desert,
but i'm holding you closer than most
'cause you are my heaven.
officially new home owners.
couldn't be more happy and excited. :)

ron pope : a drop in the ocean

May 8, 2012

you know i'd fall apart...

without you
i don't know how you do what you do.
cause everything that don't make sense
about me
makes sense when i'm with you.
big news people!
a week from today..
if not sooner..
we close on our house!
ahh!
words can't explain how excited we are.
it's perfect.
and
only 134 days
until we tie the knot. :)
hunter hayes : wanted