i've got too much on my mind..

i think it's time to take a drive and leave it all behind.

* i'm freaking ninteen. i don't think i want to grow up. when my sister turned ninteen, she got married a month later.. i can't see myself being married anytime soon. haha. and a girl i graduated with recently got engaged.. too crazy.

* i need a new car so bad. the green car's just not doin it for me. my mother now knows how bad it is when she had one of the door handles pretty much fall off in her hand. lovely.

* i'm so thankful for my health. it's something i take for granted way too much. one of the teachers at the school i work at just found out that her breast cancer is back.. i can't even imagine how she feels.

* i wanna move out. like next summer. i think i'd be so much fun. expensive i know.. but so worth it. i think it would be good for me.

* mae. i'm seeing them tonight. in the venue. i'm pretty stoked about it.

* i need a vacation. from everything. i just want to get away from school and all the sick people. i have yet to get sick.. knock on wood. the thought of school makes me want to pull my hair out. 7:30 classes are kicking my butt.

* lexi. she's my best friend. she's there for me through thick and thin. when i mess up big time.. she's right there helpin me figure things out. it's usually just me and her on the weekends & all the time. but i can't complain, i enjoy her company. our new thing? watching the disney channel.

* i have mixed feelings about the snow, on the mountain tops. i'm excited to sled, cuddle by the fire, drink awesome hot chocolate.. all that good stuff. but. i miss summer dearly.

* i miss you. jamee and chloe.

* new boots. i'm currently wearing them. they're so dang cute.

* terribly out of shape. that'd be me. i did one workout with my mom.. but i was sore for days. i don't think i ever want to work out again.

the fisherman song : mae