a letter to heaven.

dear grandma,

it's been a whole year since we lost you. a year since this post. i can't believe it. so much has happened in a year. so much i wish that you were here for to share with us. kyle and i got the keys to our house yesterday. you'd love it! it's so adorable. i wish so bad that you could watch me walk down the isle in september. i know you'll be there.. just in a different way. i'll save you a seat on the front row. :) i miss having lunches with you. i miss your hugs. i miss your stories and laughs that we shared. i miss you so much grandma. some days i feel like there is a weight in my chest because i miss you so much. sometimes when helping older people at work i find myself just wanting to cry. cause they are someones grandma/grandpa and they love them as much as i love you. i am very glad you get to be with grandpa though. and that you're pain-free. here's to the rest of my life, living to honor your memory. stay with me grandma. love you much!